Sunday, 23 April 2017

Cape Coast

The waves of euphoria and sheer horror that swept over me as I surged through unknown territories were just as apparent in Cape Coast as during any other part of my travels. One moment I could be filled with joy and wanting to sing from the palm tree tops, and the next I could be totally paralysed by revulsion.

The Cape Coast Castle was the source my dread. Wide, foreboding ramparts confronted the ocean: the tyrannical canons defying passing ships to even blink at its impenetrable walls. The castle had to both contain the hundreds of slaves caged within, and stave off other greedy slave merchants. Nations squabbled over human life like hyenas ripping the flesh off a dying animal.

The waiting cells’ suffocating blackness struck me: two hundred men would be cramped in this squalid darkness for months; clinging to life as they waited for ships named Liberation, Jesus, or the Virgin Mary to drag them to the unknown. The punishment chambers for the women who resisted rape felt hideously simple. However, ice burned up from my stomach; billowed into my lungs and petrified my brain as I entered the cell for the prisoners who had attempted to escape. The circular gouges in the floor betrayed the slaves’ futile flights for freedom as the continuously ground their chains into the rock face during their slow, laborious starvation. I noticed in passing that there was an ante-chamber for disobedient prison guards at the entrance to the cell. Clearly a sharing a few hours of slaves’ torment was enough to scar them once more into obedience.

Thankfully, the cloak of dread only remained within the prison walls: outside, Cape Coast simmered with life. I sat on the seashore and imagined surfboards licking the wave crests as they laughed amongst the swathes of swimmers: this was one of the coastlines where it was safe to bathe, and would be a surfer’s paradise.

Cape Coast was also a nest for other travellers. I met a fellow German adventurer; we scoured the town during that day, dodging through the kaleidoscope of colours, pungent smells and blaring gospel songs as thousands of evangelical Ghanaians danced for hours in an indefatigable frenzy of joy.

In the bar that evening, we met some local Ghanaians, who introduced us to Sodabi.  Taking a shot felt more like being clobbered over the head with the tree trunk than drinking distilled tree sap. I declined another. As the night wore on and the Sodabi flowed, the guy I was talking to became more and more convinced that we were destined for one another, that I should really be staying at his, and that marriage was the only logical option. Tragically it was not meant to be. Feeling grateful that my legs were indeed still functioning, I blundered my way back across the beach, ignoring the cries of other revellers draped around their dwindling fires, and found my nest for the night.

I discovered that the Rastafarian bamboo hut that I had booked was an acquired taste. The laid-back owner seemed vaguely offended as I turned down his spliff, but I realised afterwards that daubing a hazy lacquer over the powerful smell of rot, lack of electricity and running water would have been a welcome advantage. Shivering in my bamboo cot that night, I reminded myself that falling asleep to the sound of breakers seeping through the bamboo walls, with Bob Marley’s reincarnation in the hut next to me floating somewhere up in the stratosphere with his dog One Love (who was probably equally woozy from all the fumes) were adventures were all about.


Friday, 17 March 2017

Déjà Vu

Roaming the streets of Accra, I was beset by the same feeling of childlikeness that had overwhelmed me on my first day in Togo. This time however, it was spiked with incredulity. Accra felt shockingly similar to the UK. For a start, I was meandering down impeccably signposted streets that meticulously matched my tourist map! The city bloomed with aesthetically pleasing architecture. It had flyovers and amusement parks. Western brands blithered polished propaganda from every available billboard.

Everything was overwhelming. How could Accra have a National Theatre and a Symphony Orchestra, and a state of the art Health Service, when Lomé’s roads were first paved three years ago? How could a strip of barbed wire marking national perimeters sear such a void between these two universes?

I knew that the “positives of colonialism” do not exist. It is impossible to absolve the enslavement and subjugation of another human life. Yet there lies an undeniable disparity between these two French and British ex-colonies. Likewise, Nigeria, bordering Benin, is now an economic powerhouse, and a former British colony. I clung to these observations, in the hope that they could be shreds of acquittal that I could use to dab at the bloodstains saturating my nation’s history.

However, I knew that these flimsy excuses would be snatched from my fingers the moment that I ventured to Cape Coast. My visit to its infamous castle the following day would have innumerous horrors to disgorge about the colonial amorality committed within those walls.

At the same time, I hoped that there would also be euphoria drizzled into my emotional melting pot of horror and outrage and joy and sheer adrenaline. I was alive: there were so many new things to discover. Each morning, I awoke without the slightest idea of what was going to happen in the next twenty-four hours. Each day was an adventure. Each day I grew and learnt and flourished, as my view of the universe continually upended itself.


Waking up the next morning: excitedly preparing myself for the day’s events, I blissfully stowed all my possessions into my rucksack, and boarded a coach to Cape Coast. Had I have predicted the events that followed: the decisions and mistakes that I would make, I would have left the bus immediately, and caught the very next coach back to Lomé.